Canyon of Light
Canyon of Light
This blog is about listening to your inner guide and following that voice.
These last few weeks have been a roller coaster ride I didn’t consciously choose, yet knowing what I know, my unconscious and the universe had their own little plan in motion.
Since August last year, I haven’t had a home base. A part of me thinks that I manifested this unconsciously because my deepest dream is to adventure through the light, within myself and around the world. Yet having no true home base while setting up a company, takes a major toll on your body, and I am a living example of it now. Let me explain.
Although, magic, miracles, and beautiful things have manifested during this nomadic time, it’s also been a trying time balancing stress that hasn’t always had such a graceful outcome.
Since October I broke out with eczema. For those of you who don’t know what eczema is, it’s a medical condition, in which patches of skin become rough and inflamed, with blisters that cause itching and bleeding. I’ve suffered from eczema since I was a little girl, yet I’ve only had major outbreaks three times in my life including this one. But this time….it’s on my face.
Last October it began as a rash on my upper thighs, then jumped up to my face, and now consumes my face and neck with sore scabs on my eyelids, both sides of my face, on my chin, and neck. I’ve been able to cover it up with my makeup, and after trying my best to be on a very restricted diet for months, and needless to say – no alcohol, I was able to stabilize it.
I tried all sorts of natural remedies, but when I tried Aloe Vera straight from the plant, it blew up like crazy. This may have resulted in aggravating it during the same time I was highly stressed due to a loss in the family, but as I was standing in front of the mirror applying makeup to these open, painful wounds, I broke down. The fact that I couldn’t even leave the house without multiple layers of makeup and this painful condition controlling my life brought me to tears. Instead of going into self-pity, I began to pray. I prayed for universal guidance and assistance, and immediately got a sign. I got guidance to go to a place called Canyon Ranch. I had only every heard of Canyon Ranch once before, years ago, so I knew it wasn’t coming from me, it was the divine guiding me.
The fact is that this problem with eczema goes deeper. A year ago I did a past life-regression, it opened up a part of me that for the first time in my life helped me make sense of my emotional eating habits. My healing process from that experience is directly connected to my eczema healing process. My body is reacting to something so deeply encoded in me it goes back lifetimes. It only makes sense for my skin to be releasing these deep realizations through its biggest organ.
It is our job to listen to our bodies, to follow our intuition and to seek help when we alone cannot manage to fix it.
I followed the guidance I received during my breakdown and cry for help, and I am at Canyon Ranch now, about to go through a 100minute Inner Journey session amongst other incredible things they offer here.
The practitioners here have already proven to be very knowledgeable and I am taking advantage of the life-management, metaphysical, spiritual, and natural spa services.
This year has brought SO much clarity to the surface, and even though some of it was, and is very painful, I am forever grateful to be able to continue working and reaching towards my highest self. Unlocking and healing karmic patterns, not just for myself, but also for the ones I love.
Never be afraid to open up, it will lead you to uncharted territories so beyond your wildest imaginations, you will find yourself moving through different dimension in one lifetime alone. It is through this method that we can create heaven on earth.
This journey is perhaps me shedding off a layer of a version of myself that I have outgrown and simply need to release the final attachment so that I can fly free from my cocoon.
"Let the light guide your way, hold every memory as you go, and every road you take...will always lead you home." - Wiz Khalifa ft. Charlie Puth
With Love & Light,